no, i really don't want to but

no, i really don't want to but
i wanna see your face conform
with what i see everyday.
well, actually, when it's you i see.
i may no longer appreciate you
yesterday.
though today i liked you
more than yesterday.

your skin of porcelain,
your sweet and blood red lips,
your eyes of perfection
i can't help but be lost.
just like this reality,
i can no longer have you.
such a frustration,when time conspired not to
be with you.

wish,
for a hope is also,
put this into stop.
and now i can feel
this sudden rush going against me.
no, i really don't want to but
for you a world maybe.

www.lovelostintheshuffle.blogspot.com
october 11, 2005